rain at monday (tears, rain drop, whats difference)

morning come fast
so dark,,,
i find my self in highway
time move slowly
reality or dream is hazy
the sky,,,cover by cloudy
just black,,,and white tinge
like see black-white picture
so beautiful,,,n contrast
its sadness,,,or happy,,,?
hmmm,,,
i know,, rain immediately drop
at monday
why everything become white fade ?
ugh,,,
i dont know,,its sadness or happy,,,
rain fall at monday
cooling or froze heart
i cant describe why its happen
i just want disappear for a moment time
back to deeply,,,
back to empty,,,
until,,,God call me
to make kindness with honesty

(God,,,I'm very sad this morning, pliss give me ur warm,
make my self simple in ur hand, coz its very hard for me)